DON'T SPEED
Jack took a long look at his speedometer before slowing down: 73 in
a 55 zone.
The flashing red in his rear view mirror insisted he pull
over quickly, but Jack
let the car coast. Fourth time in as many months.
How could a guy get caught
so often? When his car had slowed to 10
miles an hour, Jack pulled over, but
only partially. Let the cop worry
about the potential traffic hazard. Maybe some
other car will tweak his
backside with a mirror. He slumped into his seat, the
collar of his trench
coat covering his ears. He tapped the steering wheel, doing
his best to
look bored, his eyes on the mirror. The cop was stepping out of his
car,
the big pad in hand. Bob? Bob from church? Jack sunk further into his
trench
coat. This was worse than the coming ticket.
A Christian cop catching a guy from
his own church. A guy who happened to be a little eager to get home after a long
day at the office. A guy he was about to play golf with tomorrow. Jack was tempted
to leave the window shut long enough to gain the psychological edge but decided on
a different tack. Jumping out of the car, as he approached a man he saw every Sunday,
a man he'd never seen in uniform. "Hi, Bob. Fancy meeting you like this."
"Hello, Jack." No smile. "Guess you caught me red-handed in a rush
to see my wife and kids." "Yeah, I guess." Bob seemed uncertain. Good.
"I've seen some long days at the office lately. I'm afraid I bent
the rules
a bit-just this once." Jack toed at a pebble on the pavement.
"Diane
said something about roast beef and potatoes tonight. Know
what I mean?"
"I know what you mean. I also know that you have a reputation in our precinct."
Ouch. This was not going in the right direction. Time to change tactics. "What'd
you clock me at?"
"Seventy-one. Would you sit back in your car, please?"
"Now wait a minute here, Bob. I checked as soon as I saw you. I was barely nudging
65." The lie seemed to come easier with every ticket. "Please, Jack, in
the car." Flustered, Jack hunched himself through the still-open door.
Slamming
it shut, he stared at the dashboard. He was in no rush to open the window. The minutes
ticked by. Bob scribbled away on the pad. Why hadn't he asked for a driver's license?
Whatever the reason, it would be a month of Sundays before Jack ever sat near this
cop again.
A tap on the door jerked his head to the left. There was Bob, a
folded
paper in hand. Jack rolled down the window a mere two
inches, just enough room
for Bob to pass him the slip. "Thanks." Jack could not quite keep the sneer
out of his voice.
Bob returned to his car without a word. Jack watched his retreat
in the mirror, bottom teeth scratching his upper lip. When Bob vanished inside his
car, Jack unfolded the sheet of paper. How much was this one going to cost?
Wait
a minute. What was this? Some kind of joke? Certainly not a
ticket. Jack began
to read:
Dear Jack,
Once upon a time I had a daughter. She was six
when killed by a
car. You guessed it - a speeding driver. A fine and three months
in
jail, and the man was free. Free to hug his daughters. All three of
them.
I only had one, and I'm going to have to wait until heaven before I
can ever hug
her again. A thousand times I've tried to forgive that man. A thousand times I thought
I had, Maybe I did, but I need to do it again. Even now. Pray for me. And be careful.
My son is all I have left.
Jack shifted uncomfortably in his trench
coat. Then he twisted
around in time to see Bob's car pull away and head down
the road. Jack
watched until it disappeared. A full 15 minutes later, he, too,
pulled away and drove slowly home, praying for forgiveness and hugging a surprised
wife and kids when he arrived.
--MANFRED KOEHLER--
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